February 2012
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“Fine then. Let the past keep haunting you. Keep cutting. Watch how much igaf. I’m sick of trying to help you cuz it doesn’t work.”
My boyfriend said this to me this morning and I don’t know what to do. I’m alone. Completely alone and if there is anyone in this world I could choose to be with it’d be him, but I’m un-help-able. All I do is hurt...
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I feel trapped. :c
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in the life of a mormon...: So, last night, Amanda... →
lyssasaurrr:
So, last night, Amanda and I went to see Cassadee Pope, Stephen Jerzak and Darling Parade. It was perfect.
It was in Baltimore, so we went to find Thames Street being huge All Time Low fans. On our way there, we passed like 4 strip clubs and got lost in the ghetto. I was pretty convinced we…
great start today really.
dad woke me up by yelling at me and threatening to not let me go anywhere.
my sister made my anxiety spike up to the roof by dropping a glass. silly me. noises make me go insane. >.<
then my boyfriend made me feel like poo.
well.
What could be worse?
Oh right, my mom might not show up to take me to my concert. And that’s a 95% chance even though she...
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getting sleeepy.
I would say today was a decent day but I feel like Parker and I barely talked and yeah. I felt sick all day.
Going to lay down.
I’m sitting here downloading music and Parker has fallen asleep on the phone :3 I don’t want to hang up just yet, so I’m not going to. I love just knowing he’s here. Ah :3 These past couple weeks with him have been straight up amazing. <3 It’s just…ah…I don’t know how to explain it. I miss him whenever we’re not on the phone. I don’t...
gonna go hack my baby’s tumblr and leave him stuuuuuuuuufff. c: visit me there? <3
I can’t stop crying.
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Happy Valentines Day! :)
So there’s this boy. His name is Parker. I’ve liked him for over a year now, and he finally became mine on November 20, 2011 and I haven been the happiest I have ever been the past almost three months. Every text he sends I get butterflies and the biggest smile on my face. Every phone call is comforting. Even though he’s not here, I always feel like his arms are around me. I love...
Ouch.
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So I really just need to rant, so if anything is said that is not understand-able…well ask! Aha. Leggo. I guess.
My day began alright. I was worried my baby would be upset with me, but he wasn’t. Not one bit, so that made things alright. I didn’t want to get out of bed; however, once I finally got up my tired-ness went away somewhat and I was able to get ready. I get on the bus...
I absolutely love falling asleep on the phone with my baby :) I don’t know. I feel so safe and loved and just everything is perfect. I have no worries. :3 Normally I freak out and don’t let myself sleep cause I’m terrified, but when Parker is on the phone…I don’t do that. I did last night for a bit, but he, of course, made me feel better. I love youuuuuuuuuuuu.
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gonna jam to t.swift. c;
I NEVER HEARD SILENCE QUITE THIS LOUD.
productive night.
Hola Babyy.
You did really well while I was at work today. I’m really proud of you. I’m missing you like crazy while you’re on your date with Ben. I swear if he lays a hand on my man… >.< I’ll be having a very long talk with him! >:o
Well. I love you. I’m going to download music for my i-pod. Miss you. Love you.
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Ooops. I meant to upload pictures.
But I didn’t. I do wanna write a post for my baby though :)
HI BABY :)
I’m just gonna basically write you another note like my last one. I hope you find it tomorrow morning, and go back to bed right now. You need to rest. Actually, I should probably keep you up. Then you’ll sleep while I’m at work and I won’t need to worry about you. Mia offered to text you and...
gonna upload pictures of our day today. soon.
decades day? whaaaaaaaadup?
I was 20’s-50’s, dressed up like the 40’s :)
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[HIM:] I got you to hold my hand
[HER:] I got you to understand
[HIM:] I got you to walk with me
[HER:] I got you to talk with me
[HIM:] I got you to kiss goodnight
[HER:] I got you to hold me tight
[HIM:] I got you, I won’t let go
[HER:] I got you to love me so
bye.
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i’ll be back sometime. idk when. idk if i even will be. but whatever.
why are you so far away.
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Nothing I do is ever right. Nothing I ever will do is right. I’m not even kidding anymore. I can’t do this. I never could. So why am I even here?
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anotha night, anotha fight.
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